Kicking, too, perhaps as part of deal I very much want to make (5)
I believe the answer is:
alive
'kicking' is the definition.
(I've seen this in another clue)
'too perhaps as part of deal i very much want to make' is the wordplay.
'ALIVE' is hidden within the letters.
However, I'm not sure how this is indicated.
Can you help me to learn more?
(Other definitions for alive that I've seen before include "Still in use, not dead" , "In existence" , "Teeming (with)" , "Not yet pushing up the daisies" , "Still kicking, say" .)